Every day is a fucking battle. Medication that isn’t doing its job is also causing brain fuzziness, which causes anxiety that also triggers panic attacks which are made worse by having a Parkinsonian essential tremor, and this leads to taking Valium to calm the fuck down, and this works. Still, then there’s the addiction to…
Category: depression
Handling the Holiday Season
‘Tis the season of holidays, dear friends! The time has come, filled with overflowing emotions, beloved traditions, and expectations. We all know the picture-perfect portrayal of this time as one of sheer joy and merriment. But let’s face the truth – for many of us, it can be a tough period that weighs heavily on…
One Child Lost Is One Too Many
Teenage suicide is a truly distressing and heartbreaking matter that affects individuals, families, and entire communities. It’s crucial to approach this issue with empathy, comprehension, and a strong dedication to preventing it and offering support. In this article, we’ll delve into essential aspects surrounding teenage suicide, such as what triggers it, signs to look out…
Talk Therapy Part 2
This is part two of an edited therapy session I had so those who don’t go to therapy can see how it goes. M and K are my therapists, and T is me. T – I couldn’t do it to them. If anything, I just would rather just have a fucking heart attack, you…
Talk Therapy Part 1
This is part one of an edited therapy session I had so those who don’t go to therapy can see how it goes. M and K are my therapists, and T is me. M – How are you doing today? T – Better than I was yesterday. M – What was going on yesterday? T…
You shouldn’t know these things about me…
I decided to try to write a post while I was experiencing severe depression, and this song popped up on my anti-anxiety playlist (Are those lyrics I posted for the title ironic to this blog? I’m not sure about that one, and I don’t want to fuck that up by saying it is (see Morrissette,…
You Are Not Alone (but they need to understand you are)
A big slogan they’ve been using for mental health awareness is “You Are Not Alone.” I guess the sentiment is nice enough, being that you don’t have to suffer by yourself, with the good old “we’ve got your back” and shit like that. Having a support system around you sure as shit helps keep your…
An introduction to me, myself, and I
For my first blog post, I was going to list celebrities and historical figures and their mental health problems, but after looking it over, it seemed to me like it was a bit contrived, and really, who gives a fuck. So I decided to start with why I’m writing this blog because this is really…